tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-260894022024-03-08T09:38:11.871-08:00Conversations with the DevilAll those men women and children who have been fortunate or even may be unfortunate to have known me would know that I am nowhere near being a theistic person. Well its like the caption I once read on the net. I was an ATHEIST till i found out i was GOD. So you would definitely find a few interesting articles and poems here . Yes the title is an act of pliagarism , I have borrowed it from a book which was titled CONVERSATIONS with GOD. Yes I do believe The Devil does exist. .DHI DEVILhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15084325913343660611noreply@blogger.comBlogger44125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26089402.post-22686797825454745892018-04-22T11:41:00.001-07:002018-04-22T11:41:11.892-07:00Atonement<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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And I have committed sins,<o:p></o:p></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
Or have I ? Should I just have waited. <o:p></o:p></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
Is time really the healer, <o:p></o:p></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
Or is it something like God, <o:p></o:p></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
A way to forget, <o:p></o:p></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
A way to get away, <o:p></o:p></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
A way to your secret hiding place. <o:p></o:p></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<br /></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
And I have done so many wrongs, <o:p></o:p></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
But what then is wrong ? <o:p></o:p></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
If there is nothing apparently right ? <o:p></o:p></div>
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If after darkness there shall be light, <o:p></o:p></div>
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What will be there after light, Darkness ? <o:p></o:p></div>
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A long stare far away <o:p></o:p></div>
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A long jump down<o:p></o:p></div>
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Far away and down to Nothing,<o:p></o:p></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
Everything black and empty.<o:p></o:p></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<br /></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
After every pain and sorrow, <o:p></o:p></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
You shall feel pleasure and ecstacy, <o:p></o:p></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
But you need to wait, <o:p></o:p></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
You need to be patient, <o:p></o:p></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
It all comes slowly and steadily, <o:p></o:p></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
But what if I want it all at once, <o:p></o:p></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
Break the dam, break the barrier,<o:p></o:p></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
Take the Moving Train and charge away. <o:p></o:p></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<br /></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
And it hurts, cuts like a knife, <o:p></o:p></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
The barrage of words sometimes it is, <o:p></o:p></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
The ice dagger like silence sometimes, <o:p></o:p></div>
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But then they are just words, <o:p></o:p></div>
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What is ice, nothing but frozen water, <o:p></o:p></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
Why take anything seriously, <o:p></o:p></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
The world’s a calm place, <o:p></o:p></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
Drop the knives and go away, <o:p></o:p></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
We will all be happy this way. <o:p></o:p></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<br /></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
And they say behind every smile, <o:p></o:p></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
There might be a tear, <o:p></o:p></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
If duality was so profound, <o:p></o:p></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
Then entropy would not answer anything, <o:p></o:p></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
There would be nothing to find, <o:p></o:p></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
Nothing to discover, <o:p></o:p></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
Nothing to invent, <o:p></o:p></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
Nothing to imagine.<o:p></o:p></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<br /></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<o:p> </o:p><span style="font-size: 12pt;">And you have tried,</span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<o:p></o:p></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
Tried everything you possibly can, <o:p></o:p></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
You have knocked at every door, <o:p></o:p></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
You have retraced every track, <o:p></o:p></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
You have not found the needle, <o:p></o:p></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
Neither have you found the haystack,<o:p></o:p></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
You have found nothing,<o:p></o:p></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
Life has been a zilch.<o:p></o:p></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<br /></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
All there is to do then is fly away, <o:p></o:p></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
Tear everything apart, break away, <o:p></o:p></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
You don’t need the world, <o:p></o:p></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
The world does not need you either, <o:p></o:p></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
You will then find peace, <o:p></o:p></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
Peace in the insanity, <o:p></o:p></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
Peace in the daggers,<o:p></o:p></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
Peace in darkness,<o:p></o:p></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
Peace in the words.<o:p></o:p></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
Peace in imagination.<o:p></o:p></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
Peace in atonement.<o:p></o:p></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<br /></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
Atonement by breaking away,<o:p></o:p></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
Atonement by relishing your sins, <o:p></o:p></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
Atonement by seeing through it all, <o:p></o:p></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
Atonement by darkness after light,<o:p></o:p></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
Atonement by finding nothing in everything,<o:p></o:p></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
Atonement by insanity.<o:p></o:p></div>
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DHI DEVILhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15084325913343660611noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26089402.post-54662338520403339882017-03-17T17:01:00.000-07:002017-03-30T13:17:16.249-07:00Let her free, Let it be. <div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
Let the tears dry out,<br />
Let the emotions seep through,<br />
Let the illusions and delusions die,<br />
Drink the poisoned chalice,<br />
Let her free, Let it be.<br />
<br />
Unknown are affections to thee,<br />
Unknown are emotions to thee,<br />
You have a life my dear friend,<br />
Drink the poisoned chalice,<br />
Let her free, Let it be.<br />
<br />
Melodrama is the complain,<br />
Drama is the accusation,<br />
But then if its all about you,<br />
Then what about me,<br />
Drink your cup of sorrows,<br />
Let her free, Let it be,<br />
<br />
Appreciation is what you seek,<br />
Love is what you want to feel,<br />
But hate and silence, you get to feel,<br />
Drink your cup of sorrows,<br />
Let her free, Let it be.<br />
<br />
The one horse pony that you are,<br />
The one trick clown that you are,<br />
You search the bag for just one more,<br />
All you have is thorns and no roses,<br />
Let her free, Let it be.<br />
<br />
A kiss on your lips you seek,<br />
A tap on the shoulder you want to feel,<br />
A smile on her face, you want to see,<br />
All you can touch is thorns and no roses,<br />
Let her free, Let it be.<br />
<br />
You have made sacrifices to reach where you are,<br />
You have made peace with your feelings,<br />
You dont think you will get what you need,<br />
The bitter pill is all that you are prescribed,<br />
Let her free, let it be<br />
<br />
A thirst for love you have and yearn for,<br />
Let her go, Let her free,<br />
Let her fly away,<br />
she might fly back,<br />
if it was ever meant to be,<br />
Else it was all melodrama,<br />
Let her free,Let it be. </div>
DHI DEVILhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15084325913343660611noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26089402.post-3762676576192669122017-03-09T17:18:00.001-08:002017-03-09T17:25:07.325-08:00Some Ramblings<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
<br /><br />When the dust settles , and the sight is clearer, everything will seem more clearer. We are today in a world seeking that which is perfect, forgetting that it's the imperfections of a diamond that make it the perfect Jewel.<br /><br />The world is all about appearances it seems, but aren't appearances supposedly deceiving. Be yourself is the mantra, but don't forget to use the social diktats to define it. <br /><br />After a point it becomes pointless to make a point to people obsessed with their own points of views and who can't really see your point, more or less, because they might not be pointed enough, to get your point. And now that all points have been pointed out, I hope I have been to the point in expressing my point of view. <br /><br />Buying a house , a car , educating and taking care of your children, is that all that matters and there is to life. Or does it have other things to offer. It's called responsibilities , which I think whether you like it or not takes care of itself but what about your responsibility to who you are and where you come from. <br /><br />The Nazis they say wanted to make a perfect pure race. It makes me wonder sometimes with all the tips to a "perfect" life, and the do this and don't do that , aren't we just going the Nazi way without the negative connotations. <br /><br />To embrace change is to embrace the world we live in with all its imperfections. To resist it is to resist the knowledge of our very own self and the reality of the world. <br /><br />The need today is to release ourselves from the skeletons of the past. Burn them to ashes and release the soul to take its own direction to eternity. The release shall only make us stronger and give us a better tomorrow. </div>
DHI DEVILhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15084325913343660611noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26089402.post-40945521065352590822017-03-09T17:10:00.002-08:002017-03-16T15:55:29.488-07:00I am .....<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
Some say life is like Money,<br />
And the others say Money is life. <br />
Both of which are true albeit the circumstances.<br />
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Money for me has never been the motivator, <br />
The harder you chase her, the farther she runs away. </div>
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I am Gail , because wherever she roams, she will find a way back to me.<br />
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History, Literature and Mythology revel in creating the ideal man, <br />
The truth of life is we all have our fallacies, <br />
We all have our own failings ..... imperfections. <br />
That one thing that you crave for when everything is going just fine. <br />
I am Karna , because I shall never get what my heart desires the most. </div>
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You had your words, that you used to get you everything you wanted, <br />
But now the words are not enough, they are just not good enough. <br />
You are asked to give it all away, your words are now worthless. <br />
You feel like a One horse pony, with just one show to put on. <br />
I am Eklavya , my words my right thumb which I am asked to give away. <br />
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All your life, your only job has been to make others happy. <br />
Laughing and playing tricks day in and day out. <br />
The smiles your elixir to life, the lifeline to your other miseries. <br />
The Jiggery pokery called life just moves on and carries on. <br />
I am the clown, the smiles I look to give away to cover my miseries. <br />
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You have been pushed down, you have made mistakes. <br />
You have sinned and may never cross St Peter's hallow. <br />
But you have never asked for another chance, and no one gave you one either.<br />
But you have always risen from the muck and all the dirt. <br />
I am the phoenix, the phoenix who rises from the ashes. </div>
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I am Gail , because wherever she roams, she will find a way back to me.<br />
I am Karna , because I shall never get what my heart desires the most. <br />
I am Eklavya , my words my right thumb which I am asked to give away. <br />
I am the clown, the smiles I look to give away to cover my miseries. <br />
I am the phoenix, the phoenix who rises from the ashes.<br />
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DHI DEVILhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15084325913343660611noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26089402.post-8252110682979372152015-11-14T08:48:00.003-08:002020-09-14T00:47:20.367-07:00A belief ! <div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
Started writing this when Hebdo happened, Unfortunately I am finishing this when Paris has happened !<br /><br />I am and I shall believe what I want to believe in, <br />I can be a Hindu, Christian, Moslem , Buddhist , and anything I want to be.<br />Mono poly theistic , Anytime . Anywhere , whenever it please me . <br />All of them at the same time , if I need to be.<br />None of them , atheistic , if you allow me to be . <br />And no you can't stop me , it's me my thought process . <br />It's me , my way to see the world, my inner beliefs. <br /><br />If my heads feels like a skullcap , the neck a cross and my fingers counting beads, <br />I will , let me be , I am the owner of my mind body soul.<br />Out of control am I , irrational heterodox I may seem . <br />But this world you want me to stay in , is not acceptable to me. <br />No its not acceptable to me. <br /><br />You call it clash of idealogies.<br />I call it resistance. A resistance to accept the new world. <br />A world of opportunity. Faraway from the world we left behind. <br />Or you might be right - the world we want to leave behind. <br />A world of conflicting idealogies, <br />Idealogies which should have assimilated not seperate. <br /><br />What is so wrong in entering a bar saying Jai Shri Krishna,<br />Isnt the alcohol - the accepted nectar divine hallucinating you to melancholy.<br />What is so wrong if I were to say Allahu Akbar before I have my ham.<br />Isnt the Hamburger the world's most wanted meal !<div>
What is so wrong if I christen two men who love each other to bits. </div>
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Isnt love , God's most powerful weapon ! </div>
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But I dont care, do I ? </div>
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I dont believe. No I dont . </div>
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I would not want to believe,</div>
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believe that the dot "that made the Big Bang", </div>
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was made by supernatural power. </div>
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You can argue the supernatural exists, </div>
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What is the point in having all that power, </div>
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if you cant stop the hunger,</div>
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if you cant stop atrocities, </div>
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if you cant stop greed, </div>
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if you cant stop the inequalities.</div>
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The only logical conclusion my dear friend, </div>
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You can give me is - its upon you.</div>
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Well if its upon me, </div>
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Then I dont need you - the supernatural. </div>
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The truth is I , the human, created you, </div>
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created you to get rid of my insecurities, </div>
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created you to soothe my pains. </div>
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Your use has been exhausted long ago, </div>
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That I have been demented enough to, </div>
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turn against my own kin, </div>
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to turn against my fellow human beings.</div>
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I dont need you anymore, </div>
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Yes I created you, my Frankenstein, </div>
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In time your true face will be seen by all, </div>
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It maybe too late then, </div>
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It may be way past my time. </div>
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But I have a belief , that one day, </div>
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This Frankenstein will die, </div>
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This dot creator in our minds wont exist, </div>
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And that day will be Judgement day, </div>
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Simply because humans will find - </div>
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Paradise on earth Again.</div>
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DHI DEVILhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15084325913343660611noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26089402.post-11486182600217558372014-05-24T05:01:00.000-07:002015-11-14T08:50:51.101-08:00The outcome is not a retribution to your philosophy. Its a call for you to change<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
A letter to Mr Yadav<br />
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To begin with, I am going to start with a few statements about myself ; </div>
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1) I am a supporter of Narendra Modi. </div>
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2) I do not support the Jan Lokpal bill. </div>
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3) I do not think Arvind Kejriwal is the right man to lead your party. </div>
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Contrary to your expectation now, the rest of this email is not a condescending write-up on Aam Aadmi Party. The reasons for the two statements above is simple. </div>
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Modi all said and done will lift the markets and if I was still in India, I would not be worried about loosing my job :) (I was working in the Thermal Power Sector) </div>
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Why I do not support the Jan Lokpal is simple too, An ombudsman was a good concept 30-40 years ago when people were good, honest and true to their word. My point of conflict with the Lokpal has to do with the question - What if the Lokpal goes corrupt ? You can give me a million sociological reasons for that not happening, but Indian history would point otherwise. </div>
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About Arvind, its a personal opinion, I do not like TURNCOATS and Media SIice Hunters. </div>
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A couple of months ago I sent a tweet at Arvind ji (no response as expected) which goes like this - </div>
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"<a dir="ltr" href="https://twitter.com/ArvindKejriwal" style="background-color: #f5f8fa; color: #0084b4; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 18px; text-decoration: none; white-space: pre-wrap;" target="_blank"><span style="color: #66b5d2;">@</span>ArvindKejriwal</a><span style="background-color: #f5f8fa; color: #292f33; font-family: "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 18px; white-space: pre-wrap;"> There are 106 seats as per the link. Why dont you contest 106 candidates in these seats ? </span><a dir="ltr" href="http://t.co/4jdvR9xs8t" style="background-color: #f5f8fa; color: #0084b4; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 18px; text-decoration: none; white-space: pre-wrap;" target="_blank">pic.twitter.com/4jdvR9xs8t</a> " </div>
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Why am I writing this to you is because I had seen this video a couple of months back and was shocked to hear an AAP person say what you said at 2:20 and then what happens after that when AK announces a bill subsidy. </div>
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<a href="http://prop4rev.com/" style="color: #1155cc;" target="_blank">http://prop4rev.com/</a></div>
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Your contention of the "Fight being against theft in bills and that electricity is not expensive" keeps ringing in my head again and again and again. Because that is the real truth the AAP never exploited, instead they spoke the politics of populism. To quote a friend - "Today even the poorest man on the street has access to the TV and can make an opinion for himself." Shefali Misra in her blog today, contends that votes were bought so have a lot of other people.....Shefali's article spoke of why people vote for the money they recieve, its because they know the politician is not coming back. Delhi is a prime example for you to learn the lesson that the people make decisions that suit them not to suit you :) </div>
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Most of your high profile candidates will wither away- the Ashutoshes, the Ilmis and others but what you have before you is a mandate of 5 years. </div>
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Initially when it was expected that BJP would not be able to make past 273 on its own.... Arun Shourie spoke of things the government could do with discretionary executive powers. You have 430 MP Candidates.... You have the machinery (though suffering on funds), Will your candidates work on welfare schemes on their own and get them executed. You may laugh and say you are playing into the hands of the ruling party, you are not, people do not forget ! If you are on Facebook, google for the TUI (The Ugly Indian) initiative, now the local BBMP ensures that the spot fixed areas remain that way. With your access to the various NGO's, your mantra should be let the NGO's of India unite and let us work. Fight Elections but do not put up a vindictive campaign, the people of India do not need an awakening. They know what they are doing, they can see everything, you lived in a bubble. Come back to reality. But the people will not forget if they are being helped. Its in our blood to be grateful when helped. </div>
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Unite the NGO's ask your MP candidates to work for the socio-economic development of their constituencies. You will see the difference in 5 years and please please please stop people from using your platform for VERBAL DIARRHOEA like Ashutosh Bharti and the man himself - Arvind KEjriwal (to be honest you would do better without them)</div>
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Anyways I wanted to write this from a long time, so I have put it out, there were a lot of other things I wanted to add, maybe some other time if I ever get a reply I will. </div>
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DHI DEVILhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15084325913343660611noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26089402.post-2338365028085907022014-04-01T15:24:00.001-07:002014-04-01T15:24:58.710-07:00Caution to the Winds<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
The unknown is so enticing, <div>
the known so predictable, </div>
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Lucifer thou shall make it difficult. </div>
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But thy knows puncturing cactus' in the deserts </div>
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shall quench my thirst. </div>
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The hot sands burn the soles, </div>
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the loo blowing over my face, </div>
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To go ahead is the only chance, </div>
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looking back gives no respite.</div>
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Ride ride the carpet, </div>
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fly away to harms way, </div>
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throw cation to the winds.</div>
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Typing in an email, a sms, a report, </div>
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a presentation, a letter ..... </div>
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Time to leave all it behind, </div>
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start afresh, on a plain state. </div>
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Time to move on, </div>
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some things will never go away, </div>
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its okay to say hello to them once in a way, </div>
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Ride ride the horse, </div>
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straddle away to harms way, </div>
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throw caution to the winds. </div>
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It's all never all done for, </div>
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It never all over, </div>
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Time does not wait, </div>
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Never is it constant, </div>
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Moving in the invisible fourth, </div>
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Signifying the only constant - Change. </div>
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Ride Ride the travel machine, </div>
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warp into harms way, </div>
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throw caution to the winds. </div>
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Look around it all in peace, </div>
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You do not need to gather the pieces, </div>
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You do not need to accumulate, </div>
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You do not need to assimilate, </div>
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It is not about being the one, </div>
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We are all perfect, </div>
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the way we are, </div>
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Gratitude and thanks are not the only way.</div>
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You run your own path, </div>
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your own free wave. </div>
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Ride ride the tide, </div>
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surf yor way onto harms way, </div>
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throw caution to the winds.</div>
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DHI DEVILhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15084325913343660611noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26089402.post-53618840973997549212013-06-15T02:08:00.001-07:002013-12-08T15:32:34.509-08:00In solitude, you shall reap<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
It is one of those days,<br />
You get up, wishing you got up to someone,<br />
But you are cursed, aren't you ?<br />
Cursed to solitude.<br />
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You stand there, alone on the 13th Floor,<br />
Looking down to see what could have been,<br />
Maybe to also see what would have been,<br />
But to solitude you are confined,<br />
With no real opportunity for regret to reap in.<br />
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On some days, your back is strapped to a rope,<br />
On other days, its just probably a free fall,<br />
Sky diving or the bungee, its all just free fall,<br />
A fall you take to free your mind, body and soul.<br />
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Cursed they say you are to be alone,<br />
What would they know, everybody hurts, nobody cares,<br />
What would they know, you need to be understood, you need care,<br />
But then cursed is thee to solitude,<br />
All I can do is snigger, know why because I am the MAN.<br />
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I need some time off, some time away,<br />
Need to cast away the silly aspersions,<br />
Need to revive myself, break the shackles,<br />
Take with me what I need,<br />
Leave behind all that I don't care.<br />
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Tired of finding meaning in the infinite zilches,<br />
Don't you know my dear friend,<br />
Anything multiplied to zilch is a zilch.<br />
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Tired of finding the silver lining in the clouds,<br />
Its time to find the silver instead.<br />
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Tired of reading between the lines,<br />
If it had to be there,<br />
Wouldn't it be written between those lines.<br />
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Tired of trying to making everyone happy,<br />
Hell ya !!! Why should I be all selfless,<br />
if everyone seems to be selfish.<br />
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Solitude is upon you, its there for a reason,<br />
You are too fast, ruthless, brutal, hell ya that's me.<br />
A misunderstanding is always around the corner,<br />
Misunderstood thy shall be.<br />
A catastrophe is at the edge,<br />
In catastrophes shall revel thee.<br />
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And its pouring, pouring in different colors,<br />
Pouring, it is in numbers, a 3, a 6, a 9 or even 18,<br />
Perspective seems to pour out with higher numbers,<br />
An alternate perspective is in the mix,<br />
But for all that matters,<br />
what matters is what thy thinks.<br />
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It one of those days ,<br />
You enter the room, the kingsize bed awaits you,<br />
But you are cursed, aren't you ?<br />
Cursed to Soilitude .<br />
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DHI DEVILhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15084325913343660611noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26089402.post-70799935824343606482013-06-11T07:05:00.000-07:002013-06-20T11:26:07.894-07:00Wouldn't it be nice ..... If only ..... Precarious mumblings <div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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To let go off something you think you have figured out, is the hardest when you know letting go would mean letting go of a part of yourself. </div>
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How long can you can you go about thinking about somebody else ... Only to the point where you need to decide between yourself and that somebody else !!! </div>
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No man is an island unless of course the island is filled with all you need- physically, spiritually, mentally and of course emotionally. </div>
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Sometimes you wonder where it all started going wrong. Well it did not really go wrong, it's just that the circumstances changed, priorities got re- assigned. </div>
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The truth is everybody wants to be comfortable, everybody wants to have a comfortable ride. What they never realize is life follows entropy, it's the bumpy ride that counts. </div>
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The mistakes you make in life will always come haunting back. You hurt someone with or without purpose , you will be hurt by someone else with or without purpose. </div>
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The funny thing about love. All that you want from the Person you love from the innermost depth of your heart is - to love you back the same way.</div>
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Everybody hurts but never realize when they are hurting you. The more selfless you are, more is the probability of you getting hurt. </div>
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If only you could stop craving for what you do not have, maybe then you would be able to live a pleasant life with what you have.</div>
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DHI DEVILhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15084325913343660611noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26089402.post-37107747324360286672012-10-02T00:20:00.002-07:002012-10-02T00:20:40.105-07:00I am different, I am what I am none the same.<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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All the tiny tots sit around the table,<br />
Chitting and Chatting away to glory.<br />
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And there speeds away the hare,<br />
Yippity Yippity Yap Yap,<br />
Passes by the larvae,<br />
"Oh poor you, feel so sorry for you,<br />
How slow you are, how slow your world evolves".<br />
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"What is two and two? "<br />
The tigress says Four.<br />
The Rhino - Twenty two.<br />
"Oh poor rhino, how creative, but its four"<br />
"It shall take time, but you will come about".<br />
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"Look at me as I walk majestically,<br />
show off my colorful peacock feathers,<br />
Look at me as I dance in the rain"<br />
"Oh dear me panther,<br />
you of just one color,<br />
Wish you were more than just a monochrome,<br />
How does it feel to have just one color"<br />
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Do Re Mi Fa So La Ti, Ti La So Fa Mi Re Do,<br />
Lets get jiggy with it Huh ! Huh !, jigs the nightingale,<br />
Eh ! Mr Owl with eyes like bowls,<br />
What do you ever do with those Binoculars ?<br />
God Bless - Me has none of those<br />
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'Are you an insect or better still a fish' asks the beetle<br />
Oh Mr Scorpion, with a tail so high,<br />
But you can neither swim or fly ha ha ,<br />
Oh if only your silence could tringgg !!!<br />
You the meek scorpion would be King !!<br />
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With years gone by,<br />
Summers, winters, autumns, and spring,<br />
Paradise is besieged,<br />
invaded by the hyenas and vultures.<br />
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And a lone butterfly brings color to the lost land,<br />
As the Rhino fights on resisting the siege with all his might,<br />
The panther leads the way, his color instilling fear,<br />
The owl protects the herd in the nights with her vision,<br />
The scorpion collects enemy information being transparent all night.<br />
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Slowly have you evolved,<br />
ever so magnificently adding color to the world,<br />
In time you have come about,<br />
Come about to make sense,<br />
Monochromatic you might be,<br />
but focus and you will be shown the light,<br />
Muted you maybe,<br />
but what you see is all that matters,<br />
So what if I am different,<br />
I am what I am none the same.</div>
DHI DEVILhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15084325913343660611noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26089402.post-20257711706411616052012-09-14T10:27:00.002-07:002012-09-14T20:18:43.703-07:00Far away <div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
Sing, Sing, Sing, Sing your heart out,<br />
Sing for happiness till the soul gives out,<br />
Bonfire, laughter and music playing,<br />
A Michael here, a Daler there, stepping up somwhere,<br />
A feeling of far away , ah you know you are better,<br />
Alone, you stand, high, above one and all.<br />
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Try Try Try, Try until you succeed,<br />
Resilience, perseverence, dedication is all you need,<br />
You look for solace somewhere in between,<br />
All you get is pain, anger, and nothing that can supersede,<br />
A feeling of far away , ah you know you are better,<br />
Alone, you stand, high, above one and all.<br />
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Walk, walk, walk, walk till you come up to nowhere,<br />
Walk the path, path you walked in despair,<br />
A step here, a step there, a journey not so far,<br />
A journey to the unknown, thats the truth beware,<br />
A feeling of far away , ah you know you are better,<br />
Alone, you stand, high, above one and all.<br />
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Chatter, chatter, chatter, chatter is all you hear,<br />
A pack of wools, ready to pounce, to make you fear,<br />
Its alright for now , but it all brings out a tear,<br />
You look above and beyond, in search of a seer,<br />
A feeling of far away , ah you know you are better,<br />
Alone, you stand, high, above one and all.<br />
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Laugh, Laugh, laugh, laugh till its time for tears,<br />
Laugh on the adversity, only to say its not over,never till its all over,<br />
Free the sorrows from the cage, let laughter tear them to smithereens,<br />
And then the sadism hits you , the feeling closer to the devil,<br />
A feeling of far away , ah you know you are better,<br />
Alone, you stand, high, above one and all.<br />
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Feel, Feel, Feel, Feel the fish call you out from the ocean,<br />
Calling you to feel her, please her, carress her,<br />
Love her more than she can hold out to,<br />
Make her feel that that you love her more than anyone else can,<br />
A feeling of far away , ah you know you are better,<br />
Alone, you stand, high, above one and all.<br />
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Sing, Sing, Sing, Sing your heart out,
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Try Try Try, Try until you succeed,
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Walk, walk, walk, walk till you come up to nowhere,
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Chatter, chatter, chatter, chatter is all you hear,
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Laugh, Laugh, laugh, laugh till its time for tears,
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Feel, Feel, Feel, Feel the fish call you out from the ocean,
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A feeling of far away , ah you know you are better,<br />
Alone, you stand, high, above one and all.<br />
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DHI DEVILhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15084325913343660611noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26089402.post-59809791495026402922012-06-24T17:43:00.000-07:002012-06-24T17:58:41.378-07:00Free Me from the shackles of my Desires<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
Why let yourself go so far, so ahead of yourself<br />
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So far that you lose your way back.<br />
Why didn't you hold back,</div>
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Back so that it did not hurt so bad.</div>
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Why did you not take a step back,</div>
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A step backward, back from the quagmire.</div>
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Why allow yourself to go tizzy on the top, </div>
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allow the brain to reach point no return.</div>
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Why run run directly into the fire, </div>
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All burnt, burnt to no recognition. </div>
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Why dive into the roaring waves, </div>
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Waves hurtling you every which way. </div>
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Why break break the spirit, </div>
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So much so that there are no tears left.</div>
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Why expose yourself to all that Sulphur, </div>
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Choke choke choke to death you will.</div>
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Why lose all the piece of mind, </div>
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when you know there shall not be any peace. </div>
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Why try when you know very well, </div>
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Know very well that you are to fail. </div>
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Why try to expect the unexpected, </div>
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when you know the unexpected will not happen. </div>
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Why give something to someone, </div>
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when there is no chance there for her to reciprocate.</div>
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Why do you hit against the wall, </div>
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You know the blood shall be on your hands.</div>
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Why do you call against the mountains, </div>
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the best you will ever get is an echo. </div>
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Why do you try to melt the stone, </div>
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Not all stones turn to gold.</div>
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Why do you have the desire to bleed, </div>
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knowing that blood shalt be spilt to no avail. </div>
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Why embark on a journey to the land unknown, </div>
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Unknown lurking with the fear of no return. </div>
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Why not take it all out, the body mind and the soul,</div>
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Cut me into pieces, throw em' to the dogs, leftovers to vultures.</div>
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Why wait for hours for an affirmation, </div>
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An affirmation far and remote, which shall never come. </div>
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Why wait for it to go away, free me the caged bird, </div>
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With amputated legs and hands, let me go away. </div>
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Oh so far, just hold back, </div>
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A step back, dont get tizzy on the top, </div>
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Peace of mind, a mind to be cleared, </div>
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Expect the unexpected, dont give anything away. </div>
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A land unknown, point of no return.</div>
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Take it all out the body mind spirit and the soul. </div>
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A wait for affirmation through all the negativity,</div>
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Free me, free the caged bird, amputated nonetheless, </div>
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Free me free the bird, free from the agony and pain, </div>
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And I am going away, far far away, </div>
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Free from the shackles of my desires</div>
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Sit back, relax, enjoy, <br />
One moment you are there, <br />
The next moment, you think its all you, <br />
But you are still living, still all alive.\<br />
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Drops of water hurtling down, <br />
the smell of the soil, <br />
Religious you are, your beliefs unyielding, <br />
But you willl still be there, still alive. <br />
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Sitting off the rocks listening, <br />
Listening to the chatters and cacaphony, <br />
A smile here, a groan there, a yawn somwhere, <br />
Here I stand, Here I am now <br />
Wish I could see those pretty eyes now. <br />
Wish I could see the smile out in a blue moon.<br />
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A little girl lurks there somewhere, <br />
With her floppy haired teddys to fade away, <br />
With flowers that wither away, <br />
With a hope of sunlight to make her way. <br />
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And the gaze to the oblivion, <br />
To some place far away, <br />
You try to see through, try to find out. <br />
Decipher the thoughts and her ways.<br />
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In nneed of a time capsule am I, <br />
To travel faster than the thought, <br />
to know what she wants, <br />
to know what she feels. <br />
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Distances to be maintained, <br />
cant be close, not now, <br />
You need the time, seconds, minutes, hours,<br />
Take your time darling now, the future is all mine.<br />
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Minutes of joy, sorrow, pain everlasting,<br />
Capturing it to make it everlasting, <br />
Memories to captivate, to enthrall, to mesmerise, <br />
Memories created to be remembered on a later date. <br />
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The look into the future, <br />
the photographs of the past, <br />
And walking your way in the present. <br />
Darling you keep me mesmerised.</div>DHI DEVILhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15084325913343660611noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26089402.post-19939924460855537412012-06-15T16:25:00.002-07:002012-06-15T16:26:10.335-07:00And Falling in Love is hard on me<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
I am falling in love, <br />
I am falling in love, <br />
And its hard, hard on me. <br />
Its like a brick that I am crashing into, <br />
Bricks bringing in the tears, <br />
Tears to crush me, <br />
And I am falling here. <br />
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I dont know where I am going, <br />
It is a feeling I want, <br />
It is a feeling I need, <br />
I am falling in love, <br />
And its hard on me. <br />
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I do not know what I want, <br />
I do not know what she she needs, <br />
I do not know if she feels the same, <br />
No she doesn't or does she, <br />
But I know for sure, <br />
the pain in my heart is crushing, <br />
crushing like the bricks falling over me. <br />
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The feeling of love isn't it lovely, <br />
the crushing of bricks is so painful, <br />
the bricks on me are heavy, <br />
Heavier are they crushing on me. <br />
Its hard, harder on my aching heart, <br />
Like Steve said, Falling in love is hard on the knees.<br />
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Not a word has she said, <br />
Not a phrase she has uttered, <br />
But all said and done, <br />
Falling in love, its hard on me. <br />
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The silence is killing, <br />
The silence is painful, <br />
The silence is killing me, <br />
Like an arrow to the heart, <br />
And I am falling in love, <br />
And its hard on me. <br />
<br />
I am falling in love, <br />
I do not know where I am, <br />
I do not know what I want, <br />
the feeling of love isn't it lovely, <br />
Not a word has she said, <br />
The silence is killing,<br />
Falling in love, is hard on me. </div>DHI DEVILhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15084325913343660611noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26089402.post-9353611867122237142012-06-08T12:35:00.000-07:002012-06-08T12:39:04.615-07:00The Place<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
(If ever it works out, I will probably have something to show for it)<br />
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And you walk up the road, at crossroads you find yourself,<br />
What am I to gain if I take this way, What am I to lose if I take that way,<br />
Directionless you seem to be now but only if there was a place,<br />
A place where each of your desire is fulfilled, without a drop of sweat in vain.<br />
<br />
As you sit up all night, sipping away the tea to relieve the pain,<br />
Like an ice knife, invisible and melting away into oblivion,<br />
Wish you had a place to heal the wounds thoroughly,<br />
A place where each of your desire is fulfilled, without a drop of sweat in vain.<br />
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And you stand there, all alone in summer winter and the rain,<br />
Waiting for a hand to take you away, away into the sunshine,<br />
Into the sunshine to play , to a place where there is no pain,<br />
A place where each of your desire is fulfilled, without a drop of sweat in vain.<br />
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And you stand in front of the tunnel, to find the light at the end I dare say,<br />
The Knight in shining armor to straddle you on his horse and take you away,<br />
“ Come, come my dear to me without any fear, Lets go to a place,<br />
A place where each of your desire is fulfilled, without a drop of sweat in vain.”<br />
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“ Come, come my dear to me without any fear, Lets go to a place,<br />
Into the sunshine to play , to a place where there is no pain,<br />
Trust me on this one I am here to stay and take you away to that place<br />
A place where each of your desire is fulfilled, without a drop of sweat in vain.”</div>DHI DEVILhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15084325913343660611noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26089402.post-3750033878522241272011-07-03T02:53:00.000-07:002012-01-29T01:18:31.112-08:00The Fear of Silence<div>( The idea for this Poem was derived from a poem "Fear of the Unknown" by a really good friend of mine, Sloka @ <a href="http://slokasays.blogspot.com/">http://slokasays.blogspot.com</a>. Thanks Sloka. Enjoy the read, all of you, and do comment.)</div><div><br /></div>Doors fly open , a lady cartwheeled in a hurry,<div>A single cry emanates, and the tension dies down,</div><div>Enter the world my dear - pure and divine,</div><div>Open your eyes , see - first sight,</div><div>Next the smell of curry, dal and rice,</div><div>Laughters all around, woosh wee, woosh</div><div>You are thrown high up in the air</div><div>All smiles disappear, you feel the fright </div><div>Fear runs through you, </div><div>A special someone catches you in mid flight</div><div><br /></div><div>Its orange up in the sky,</div><div>It shall turn blue and then black</div><div>all that shall remain is moonlight,</div><div>You thrust yourself into the sea </div><div>Trying to surge through the waves </div><div>Show her the tricks, your board can play</div><div>Thou and thee shall thus play </div><div>And then she engulfs you, </div><div>The silence takes you, crushes you, in its fold </div><div>A special someone hurls you, in the night, all cold </div><div><br /></div><div>Short Cuts and Long cuts make your life,</div><div>An alley you need to cross, </div><div>crookedness all the way</div><div>Not a soul in sight,</div><div>Except for the one eyed rot,</div><div>All rotten he is,</div><div> with a beard and a knife.</div><div>Lost are you - you need to find the way,</div><div>The fear makes you whisper asking for the way,</div><div>A special someone points the direction with a knife's sway</div><div><br /></div><div>Your watch ticks nine, </div><div>The reservations are all in line, </div><div>Out steps a lady in RED, </div><div>Looking all drop dead, </div><div>Escorted she is to your table, </div><div>Gracefully is she then seated, </div><div>Wine for two, sparkling red, </div><div>A question is aksed, </div><div>The fear prompts you to, </div><div>The special someone wears it on the index, </div><div>And all you can hear is - "I do".</div><div><br /></div><div>A place to stay you have built, </div><div>A generation to carry on - created,</div><div>A safety deposit filled to the brim, </div><div>A lady love who has hanged on to you, </div><div>In happiness, sorrows and for every day,</div><div>The Last day that you spent in office </div><div>All that you needed to leave behind, </div><div>All those you needed to say goodbye,</div><div>The fear makes you feel like an empty tray, </div><div>The special someone brings coffee to start a new day.</div><div><br /></div><div>Strips of tablets, bottles of the elixir,</div><div>Glucose dripping through you at length,</div><div>Oxygen seeping through the mask on your mane,</div><div>A single stroke - a punch is all it takes, </div><div>Flashes of all that you have done, </div><div>Flashes of all that you could have done, </div><div>Friends family and all that is dear, </div><div>Cars money and all that you cant take away,</div><div>The Silence shows you your last sights </div><div>A special someone holds you tight on your heavenly flight.</div><div><br /></div><div>The Fear of Flight,</div><div>The Silence in the Night,</div><div>The Fear of the Question, </div><div>The Silence in the Answers, </div><div>The Fear of the Empty, </div><div>The Silence of the Full,</div><div>It is the fear that starts it all, </div><div>It is the silence that ends it.</div><div>The Fear of Silence defines What Remains. </div><div><br /></div>DHI DEVILhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15084325913343660611noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26089402.post-16729054431679936742011-03-13T10:51:00.000-07:002011-03-13T11:19:45.077-07:00A Requiem to my endless desiresClarity of thought - uncluttered , unencrypted, free,<div>Devoid of plastic - tangible, dispensable, breakable,</div><div>Real not just sight but by touch smell and voice.</div><div><br /></div><div>Salutations to Lucifer and his twin fathers,</div><div>I seek a clear tangible, real uncluttered mind.</div><div><br /></div><div>Threads of carbon fibre - hard and of a single color - black,</div><div>Reinforced with steel - Tensile , malleable and ductile,</div><div>Intertwined together - cohesive strong and unbreakable.</div><div><br /></div><div><div>Salutations to Lucifer and his twin fathers,</div><div>I seek friends made of composite fibre,</div><div><br /></div><div>Sparkling drops of water - un-chlorinated, non toxic,</div></div><div>The scent of flowers - blooming, unadulterated with smoke,</div><div>The feel of the earth - unvulcanised, untreated.</div><div><br /></div><div>Salutations to Lucifer and his twin fathers,</div><div>I seek a sparkling, scent filled, untreated world.</div><div><br /></div><div>A laughter to clear the moods - lively and flowing,</div><div>The smell of flowers - mesmerizing, intoxicating.</div><div>A spark in the dark sky- a touch, a sensation.</div><div><br /></div><div>Salutations to Lucifer and his twin fathers,</div><div>I seek a life - lively, intoxicating and sensational.</div><div><br /></div><div>Love flowing - river like and unending,</div><div>Voice creating melancholy- sweet and assuring,</div><div>Lips - a taste notwithstanding - pure and divine.</div><div><br /></div><div><div>Salutations to Lucifer and his twin fathers,</div><div>I seek a woman to give me love - pure sweet and divine.</div></div><div><br /></div><div><div><br /></div><div>Salutations to Lucifer and his twin fathers,</div><div>I seek a world untreated.</div></div><div> </div><div>A mind tangible and real</div><div><div> </div><div><br /></div><div>I seek a life intoxicated with,</div><div>a woman's love - pure sweet and reassurimg.</div></div><div><br /></div><div>I provide to you a requiem, </div><div>A requiem to my endless desires.</div>DHI DEVILhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15084325913343660611noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26089402.post-39599426282369946942010-12-05T09:48:00.000-08:002010-12-05T10:14:40.581-08:00An ode to Obscurity<p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="font-family:"Times New Roman","serif"">Walking down the alley, you find a coin;<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="font-family:"Times New Roman","serif"">The optimist in you says “Its a 9”<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="font-family:"Times New Roman","serif"">The pessimist in you says “6”.<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="font-family:"Times New Roman","serif"">Well the answer my dear friend-<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="font-family:"Times New Roman","serif"">Its a 6 in HELL and 9 in HEAVEN.<o:p></o:p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="font-family:"Times New Roman","serif""><br /></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="font-family:"Times New Roman","serif""><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="font-family:"Times New Roman","serif"">And it dawns upon me, <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="font-family:"Times New Roman","serif"">What if in reality – God was evil, the Devil all good,<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="font-family:"Times New Roman","serif"">You would be doing good all your life,<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="font-family:"Times New Roman","serif"">And focus on knocking it right reaching Heaven;<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="font-family:"Times New Roman","serif"">Only to find to reach there – All you needed to do was evil.<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="font-family:"Times New Roman","serif""><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="font-family:"Times New Roman","serif""><br /></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="font-family:"Times New Roman","serif"">Perception I dare say,<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="font-family:"Times New Roman","serif"">Was the devil’s creation,<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="font-family:"Times New Roman","serif"">To keep you nearer to God;<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="font-family:"Times New Roman","serif"">Away from Lucifer – Thy father.<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="font-family:"Times New Roman","serif""><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="font-family:"Times New Roman","serif""><br /></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="font-family:"Times New Roman","serif"">An oasis in the middle of the desert,<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="font-family:"Times New Roman","serif"">Or just a mirage clouding your mind,<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="font-family:"Times New Roman","serif"">An hourglass of a woman walking your way, <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="font-family:"Times New Roman","serif"">Or just alcohol affecting you every which way.<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="font-family:"Times New Roman","serif""><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="font-family:"Times New Roman","serif""><br /></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="font-family:"Times New Roman","serif"">And then mind’s floodgates open,<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="font-family:"Times New Roman","serif"">Illusions were the handiworks of the Gods and <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="font-family:"Times New Roman","serif"">The devil defined all that is real.<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="font-family:"Times New Roman","serif"">Vanity, Lust and fear – the gift of the Gods,<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="font-family:"Times New Roman","serif"">Sex, money and Tears – the gift of the devil , my dear.<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="font-family:"Times New Roman","serif""><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="font-family:"Times New Roman","serif""><br /></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="font-family:"Times New Roman","serif"">Perception I dare say,<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="font-family:"Times New Roman","serif"">Was the devil’s creation <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="font-family:"Times New Roman","serif"">To keep you nearer to God;<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="font-family:"Times New Roman","serif"">Away from Lucifer – Thy father.<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="font-family:"Times New Roman","serif""><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="font-family:"Times New Roman","serif""><br /></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="font-family:"Times New Roman","serif"">A drop of blood, holistically pure,<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="font-family:"Times New Roman","serif""><span style="mso-spacerun:yes"> </span>A fuel to life and Imagination,<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="font-family:"Times New Roman","serif"">A drop of tear emotionally endured,<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="font-family:"Times New Roman","serif""><span style="mso-spacerun:yes"> </span>A concoction of angst, fury and pain.<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="font-family:"Times New Roman","serif"">A drop of the metabolically clear,<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="font-family:"Times New Roman","serif""><span style="mso-spacerun:yes"> </span>Without the disposal of which , death would be near,<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="font-family:"Times New Roman","serif"">A drop of white , nectar divine,<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="font-family:"Times New Roman","serif"">Creating a new parallel universe.<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="font-family:"Times New Roman","serif""><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="font-family:"Times New Roman","serif""><br /></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="font-family:"Times New Roman","serif"">And the realization strikes, <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="font-family:"Times New Roman","serif"">The nectar of the Gods – was the blood of the evil,<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="font-family:"Times New Roman","serif"">So much so that the blood of the Gods <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="font-family:"Times New Roman","serif"">Cannot keep me away from the evil,<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="font-family:"Times New Roman","serif"">Carcinogenic it is – spreading rapidly,<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="font-family:"Times New Roman","serif"">Bringing me nearer to Lucifer and his ways.<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="font-family:"Times New Roman","serif""><br /></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="font-family:"Times New Roman","serif"">Perception I dare say,<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="font-family:"Times New Roman","serif"">Was the devil’s creation <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="font-family:"Times New Roman","serif"">To keep you nearer to God;<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="font-family:"Times New Roman","serif"">Away from Lucifer – Thy father.<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="font-family:"Times New Roman","serif""><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="font-family:"Times New Roman","serif""><br /></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="font-family:"Times New Roman","serif"">An urge to be unique – holds you in raptures,<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="font-family:"Times New Roman","serif"">An original idea, as Nash had it, is what the heart desires,<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="font-family:"Times New Roman","serif"">Steal the ‘steal’ from the stolen, make it yours to show to the world,<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="font-family:"Times New Roman","serif"">Packaging the key my good friend, presentation will take you all the way.<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="font-family:"Times New Roman","serif""><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="font-family:"Times New Roman","serif""><br /></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="font-family:"Times New Roman","serif"">And then the grey cells are awakened,<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="font-family:"Times New Roman","serif"">Are the fables of Tolstoy any true<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="font-family:"Times New Roman","serif"">Or just the imaginations of the insane mind,<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="font-family:"Times New Roman","serif"">A mind which did not see the good in all that is evil.<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="font-family:"Times New Roman","serif"">A mind which did not perceive that to be good you needed to be eveil.<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="font-family:"Times New Roman","serif""><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="font-family:"Times New Roman","serif""><br /></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="font-family:"Times New Roman","serif"">Perception I dare say,<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="font-family:"Times New Roman","serif"">Was the devil’s creation <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="font-family:"Times New Roman","serif"">To keep you nearer to God;<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="font-family:"Times New Roman","serif"">Away from Lucifer – Thy father.<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="font-family:"Times New Roman","serif""><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="font-family:"Times New Roman","serif""><br /></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="font-family:"Times New Roman","serif"">The 9 , the mirage , the lust, the vanity – <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="font-family:"Times New Roman","serif"">Gifts of God to you, my dear.<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="font-family:"Times New Roman","serif"">The 6, the alcohol, the sex, the fables – <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="font-family:"Times New Roman","serif"">The anxieties of Lucifer and father - the devil<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="font-family:"Times New Roman","serif"">Two faces of the same coin they seem to me –<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="font-family:"Times New Roman","serif"">Perception I dare say,<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="font-family:"Times New Roman","serif"">Was the devil’s creation <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="font-family:"Times New Roman","serif"">To keep you nearer to God;<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="font-family:"Times New Roman","serif"">Away from Lucifer – Thy father.<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="font-family:"Times New Roman","serif""><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="font-family:"Times New Roman","serif""><o:p> </o:p></span></p>DHI DEVILhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15084325913343660611noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26089402.post-3134371211095543192010-09-21T11:46:00.000-07:002010-09-21T12:14:45.120-07:00In a single stretch of imagination.Whistling in the woods, singing in the rain,<br />Thy shall call for thee, call out in vain.<br />One kiss was what Noyes wanted for his man on the highway.<br />Through blood agony and the love of god the man sway.<br />A futile wish to be together and hold his way.<br />Forbiddden love unyielding unrelenting, not a penny's worth.<br />If only one had the heart to tell Noyes of love in the world today.<br /><br />I see the world around me,<br />clean, sensible and uncluttered.<br />Its perfect, the grass is green ,<br />the sky is blue, the clouds are white,<br />the leaves are green and my shadow black.<br />The colors are in place as they should be.<br /><br />Diving deep into my thoughts,<br />Its all up here in the colors,<br />the leaves - a perception , a paradigm , a thought process.<br /><br />All my senses in place,<br />taking it as it comes my way.<br />I breathe in unfazed, unaltered.<br />Sustenance is a part of me,<br />Simulations/ Stimulations are a part of me,<br />I am ready to live with - I cant live without.<br /><br />And then it rained, drops of water all over me,<br />The sunlight falls on the droplets on the leaves,<br />the light reflects through the clouds,<br />A spectrum on the leaves and a rainbow in the sky.<br /><br />In a single stretch of imagination should I say,<br />Imagination seems to concur with reality,<br />And it dawns , reality dawns - enlightenment,<br />the concocted mixture is the only thing real.<br /><br />As I close my eyes to wonder,<br />I wonder to wonder,<br />If my mind could wander,<br />through the realms of the spirits,<br />through the realms of emotions,<br />through the realms of confusion,<br />to help the truth hold its way.<br /><br />A tinge of thought, a drop of water,<br />a speck of dust, a touch is all it takes.<br />for the surreal to become real.<br />A touch, a kiss, a fragrance, one word<br />One arms length is encompassed<br />between the mind - the center of simulations<br />and the heart - center of emotions.<br /><br />A candle burning, the waves harping away,<br />A sunset in sight, a moon rise on the way,<br />An arms length has been encompassed,<br />Simulations are part of yesterday,<br />Emotions shall hold its way.<br />Close your eyes Darling,<br />Its time for change - Paradigm shifts today.DHI DEVILhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15084325913343660611noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26089402.post-4425929516295126202010-09-21T11:18:00.000-07:002010-09-21T11:46:04.751-07:00If my mind could wander. . . .If time keeps travellling forward and never looks back,<br />Why do I have the tendency to keep looking back.<br /><br />TO believe , is it a sin ?<br />To "Not to believe",<br />Not a sin by any stretch of imagination.<br /><br />The more you try to understand,<br />the more intriguing it seems,<br />Multitasking, multiprocessing, - a previledge,<br />A previledge of a few among the too many.<br /><br />If you speak without prejudice,<br />You speak your mind . . . . ..<br />You could be lynched,<br />You could be crucified,<br />Better still unless Lucifer shall forbid,<br />You shall be castrated for thy sins.<br /><br />A prejudiced opinion holds more,<br />more than what the mind can convey,<br />Sugar coating is the norm of the day,<br />Prejudice is here to stay.<br /><br />On a zebra crossing,<br />Let the pedestrians cross.<br />Stop ! Gather your thoughts.<br />Let the thoughts cross over,<br />Show you the way.<br /><br />Sometimes I stop to wonder,<br />I wonder to wonder,<br />If my mind could wander,<br />Wander away into ecstacy.<br />I could self sustain anyway.<br />Mental, physical, sensual, spiritual, emotional,<br />Close your eyes darling,<br />Pleasure is on the way.<br /><br />And the bickerings continue,<br />No fuses here or safety valves there,<br />the flow is everlasting,<br />the transmissions will continue all the way.<br /><br />Do I need addictions to trigger me brain,<br />Cant I send signals to stimulate anyway,<br />Sustenance nonetheless, my misery, my gain, my pain.<br />Alone thy has come, alone shall thy make way.<br /><br />As I wonder to wonder, I wonder to wander,<br /> Wonder to stimulate, wonder to dream,<br />Create the real in the unreal, make the surreal,<br />Each thought with multiple dimensions.<br />Multi - orgasmic - with only one orgasm to chose from.<br />Choice is mine , Choice is to be made.<br />A single choice in time, a choice never to look back again.DHI DEVILhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15084325913343660611noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26089402.post-5104894058714919312010-08-15T09:02:00.000-07:002010-08-15T09:44:34.810-07:00Aroma of Solititude( This poem is written keeping in mind - my routine mundane life and a part of me which is no longer mine.)<br /><br />As I walk past the valley of flowers,<br />Roses, jasmines, daisies and dandelions.<br />The aroma of your perfume enthralls me,<br />I have found you once and I will find you again,<br />And again and again and again.<br />I will settle with that aroma of you,<br />which will enthrall me forever.<br /><br />The dust rises and with that rises , the aroma,<br />the aroma of the first drops of rain on dry earth,<br />A distance has to be reached, a smile emanates,<br />A journey to the daily oblivion, shall now begin.<br /><br />Perspiration dripping down,<br />an aroma seething of hard work,<br />Cutting away the heights of time,<br />to start life afresh.<br />A depth needs to be refilled,<br />A mountain to be cleared.<br />But the aroma shall stay clear,<br />and shall always stay near.<br /><br />The scent of jasmine spreads the aroma of sweetness,<br />from one heart to another, from one human to another,<br />All differences put aside,<br />all rifts and barriers put away.<br />The pungency of Hydrogen Sulphide spreads the aroma of bitterness,<br />from one mind to another, from one separatist to another,<br />making the great walls along the way,<br />to corner each other's susceptibility<br /><br />Darkness prevails, the aroma of gloom is on the way,<br />Fangs of death coloring the world purple,<br />bringing with it the aroma of red, the color of rage.<br />What follows are a million superstitions,<br />suspicion is not far away.<br /><br />It is time now, to spread the aroma of black,<br />Oh! soothing black engulf the world today,<br />the aroma of white is on the way.<br /><br />Spread now the aroma of white,<br />divert happiness to this way.<br />Clear the skies, usher the aroma of white,<br />let it rush in, gush into our souls.<br /><br />As I walk past the valley of flowers,<br />Roses, jasmines, daisies and dandelions,<br />The aroma of your perfume enthralls me,<br />I have found you once,<br />I will find you again,<br />And again and again and again.<br />I will settle with that aroma of you,<br />which will me enthrall me forever.DHI DEVILhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15084325913343660611noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26089402.post-1493367796277779652010-08-09T09:58:00.000-07:002010-08-10T06:20:33.522-07:00Misinterpretations of a Misconstrued MindZietgeist.<br /><br />For the first time in life, I had finally found GOD or rather the true meaning of life/living. An eye opener, it was supposed to be. I had finally got a chance to catch, or rather, latch onto something pure and unadulterated. In short I wanted to follow the footsteps of the Zeitgiest enmasse. But then as they say about at all good things . . . . All good things have to come to an end. Well actually all the Zeitgeist dreams were torn to pieces and thrown to the dogs by a single realisation. If the Zietgeist guy was so concerned about people being misled, then why was he misleading people, enmasse, as well. And he was making money out of it as well. So much for the much publicised free world or rather the Free World Economy.<br /><br /><br /><br />Right and Wrong.<br /><br />When People talk to me over the phone, they unmistakeably take me to be a North Indian thanks to my unnaccented(South Indian accent that is) Hindi and when they ask me my surname - Bhandary, they are convinced. And then they see me in person just to find my oh so gorgeous South Indian looks with a French beard to top it. . . .. . . . They are convinced of my Dravidian ancestry. A clear case of seeing is believing one might say. but then it can also be a case of appearances being decieving. And lo behold !! We fight over RIGHT and WRONG with no idea of either.<br /><br /><br /><br />If only I knew why . . . .<br /><br />I have spent the last 15 years of my life on my own , taking my own decisions. Trying to be a "mere actor in all world's play." I spent 7 years of years before that in the Gulf learning Arabic culture and Islam as a part of curricullum. For 3 years after that it was a story from the bible every morning and every night. The next 6 years I spent attending pujas for some or the dosha affecting my life thanks to my grandmother. And to top it I also did my engineering from an institute owing allegiance to the JSS Math. The point I am trying to make is I am well versed to see the good of every religion and try hard to understand the idiosyncranacies (I did not make it to GE, thanks to this word) of each of them. But if only I knew why others would not as well . . . . . . .<br /><br />Inspired, Aspired, Adapted or Copied. . . . . .<br /><br />As a kid the first three words would be a good word and the fourth word would be the one directly derived from Lucifer. Imagine my horror ,when as a 13 year old I confessed to a classmate of mine that I copied and he said I would spend 7 years in Hell. Not that I never copied again but that is because nobody scared me with the 7 year crap again. But thats a different story. With so many original stories around, I wonder why we get inspired by , aspire to be like, adapt from or copy from the WEST. For example, Once Upon a Time in Mumbaai was such a great movie except for the soundtrack which was directly derived from "I m the Man" - Black Strobe , OST Rock 'N' Rolla. Or the Michael Corleone (Al Pacino) of Godfather fixation (Rajneeti Sarkar to name a few). When you see the original, the copies leave a bad taste in the mouth. Music is has no end in terms of creativity. I remember the Mysore Dasara Festival of 2003, when Niladri Kumar and Shivamani (Yes the same drummer who supports Chennai Superkings) of the Asian Fusion fame treated us to some exotic sitar and drum jugalbandi. And Guess what all you Zietgeists fans, we watched this concert for free. And what irritates me to no end is if you copy / inspire from / aspire to be / adapt from ; Please acknowledge it. And for the love of god, please do justice to the original rather than make total shambles of it - The way Karan Johar's Pretty Woman in Kal ho Na Ho made total shambles of the original melody by Roy Orbison.<br /><br /><br />If someone makes a forceful entry into your house and claims it to be theirs, what will you do ???<br /><br />Its been a long time since I have publicly aired my political opinion. Of course it used to happen every Tuesday in a debate forum in engineering college six years back. But with so much irrelevant literature written and debated on, I just felt I should make known to people, I know, that we are indeed being misled (I am not being Zietgeist by the way). Kashmir, Vietnam, Palestine, Ireland and even Our Naxal Brothers have the right causes, the right motive and if the Gita/Quran/Bible has to be qouted - maybe even the right way. But qouting a line for Spiderman " With great power comes greater responsibility", all these movements are not responsible enough. Death of a single life on any side in a fight between good and evil will always count as IRRESPONSIBILITY. Osama, Geelani, Saddam, Arafat to name a few, all had the right causes but lacked responsibility. Look around and you will see people with the right causes but who will never have the guts to own up any responsibility. Its like one of my fellow project coordinators in another company told me when I asked him why a Minutes of Meeting was so necessary, He just replied quote " We are all here to just save our skins". Funnily none of us would think twice, about responsibilty or saving our skins, when our homes are on fire . . . . . . .<br /><br />Idli, dosa . . . Dhoklas,Dal Bhatti . . . Naan, Shorba . . . Momos, Spring Rolls . . . Lucknowi Biriyani<br /><br />The Best Masala Dosa that I have ever had is at Vrindavan, Near Kadri Park, Mangalore. The Best Idlis at Mallige, below Bake point in Mysore. The Best dhoklas at a restaurant at Shahi Bhag, Ahmedabad. The Best Dal Bhatti I had was prepared by a Freind's Mom in Chittorgarh Rajasthan. The Best Naan, Butter Chicken and Shorba at Sind Punjab Restaurant , Karama, Dubai. The Best Momos and Spring Rolls at a Hao Hao Mangalore. The Best Biriyani I have ever had was in a Muslim Friend's Wedding. The best Chicken afghani at Mughal durbar, Mysore. The Best Wine at a Hotel near Rajmahal Jaipur. I wonder why I never bothered to know who was the cook, I mean we are living in a mean world aren't we ?? Think about it if it was a Tamilian, angry about Kaveri, he could have thoughts of killing me. Or better still a Punjabi, serving me my butter chicken, who is angry about the continous chitter chatter that we south indians are bound to do in our native tongues. He could have killed me the second time around. Or to top it all, The guy serving me that delicious fabulouso mouth watering Biriyani at Mughal Durbar - he could definitely be a Muslim - Wait a minute !!! all Muslims are not Terrorists but all Terrorists are Muslims aren't they ??? Goodness me I was so close to death . . . .Phew !!!! Naaah, Lucifer could not be so kind to a sinner like me . I guess its just because all these people saw me as just another HUMAN BEING. It was from One Human Being to Another thats it. Full stop. Religion/Region is just a way of life. It is to be accepted not forced upon , It is to be adapted not bull dozed upon. After all we are not Hindus or Muslims first, neither are we Indians or Pakistanis first, We are first Human Beings not hindus muslims Tamilians Kannadigas . . . . . ..<br /><br />Gonna Make a change more once in life<br />Feels real good , gonna make a difference, gonna make it right<br />If you wanna make the world a better place<br />Take a look at yourself and make a change.<br /><br />Man in the Mirror<br />Bad<br />Michael Jackson<br /><br />The Indian Male Libido . . . . . The whore . . . . . Feminism . . . . . Gay Abandon . . . . .<br /><br />I have been often asked about the number of times that I have had sex or rather been close to having sex. Unfortunately its not been many either ways. And then as it would turn out my reputation would go down the kitchen sink. Hmmm !!! I have not been very lucky would sound like a looser. . . I have been very selective would sound high handed . . . . . Did not have the time would make people go " Ya right . . . . . .".But the truth is I never wanted to get laid with someone whose top chamber was empty - The dumb blondes. Its hard to find a Beauty with brains these days. Well the beauties are easier since surgery can do such great things these days. I have worn braces myself, So I am not an exception. But brains in a women is harder to find than a needle in a haystack or as most of the older wiser men would put it - " Women - hard to expect anything out of them - they are just made differently." Coming back to male libido, I do not understand why a Indian Male who goes around depositng his seed in varous receptive places is supposed to be a treasured Stallion or Marad ka baccha. And a Woman who does the same, she is going to condemned for life - The Whore. Why shouldn't it be the same. Guess its just a case of the shaft being mightier than the hole. But mechanically speaking its the type of fit and tolerance which defines the priority of the might. Heard this story about a girl, which I found very amusing and my respect for the girl just increased manifold. A guy got the girl drunk (she was a heavy drinker anyways) and then tried getting her laid. The girl told him coldly " You are just like any other guy who wanted to get into my pants. Now look at you, you have got a erectile dysfunction" . Bravo to the girl. All you feminists if you are reading this is how you get back and not with your stupid mahila mukti morchas or tears on the big screen. <br /><br />The smell of your perfume enthralls me,<br />I have found you once, I will find you again,<br />And again and again and again,<br />I will settle with the scent of you which will enthrall me forever.<br /><br />Misinterpretations of a Misconstrued Mind.<br /><br />Sometimes I wonder why being radical is deemed wrong. Why questioning the tried and tested ways and exploring new ways to do the same thing condemned. Why is it wrong to do things differently. Why is change resisted ? Why is it hard to accept that change is the only thing that is PERMANENT.<br />Everything that I have collectively written above would be conceived to be misinterpretations of DIFFERENT popular beliefs. Misinterpretations simply because it could be blasphemous to say such things or just not acceptable. Attacks could be immediately administered on the contraption that was producing these thoughts - my mind. In other words my mind would be construed to be miscontrued. And thus the above musings would be contrived to be "MISINTERPRETATIONS OF A MISCONSTRUED MIND"DHI DEVILhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15084325913343660611noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26089402.post-84440903310384771632010-03-20T06:37:00.000-07:002010-03-20T07:04:44.652-07:00To live without fearA Storm brewing outside on a cold chilly night,<br />Rocking everything in its way, with all its might,<br />A broken pane here, a shattered streetlight there,<br />Piles of scattered masses everywhere.<br /><br />Amidst all this stands one man ,<br />One man staring at horror and disarray,<br />And Lucifer asks him" What will you do now my dear?".<br />"I will live life without fear.", says he, without shedding a tear.<br /><br />"Days pass by, so shall the nights."<br />"Nothing to carry, nothing to leave behind."<br />"Not a morsel in hand, not a drop to drink."<br />Lucifer smiles , a sadistic unyielding smile.<br /><br />"When there is a day, there shall be night."<br />"Where there is sorrow, happiness is on the way."<br />"Principle of duality they say,<br />like you the one below,<br />and he the one above."<br />And he looks up, blasphemy you say,<br />to see Lucifer eye to eye.<br /><br />" Stars shall shine till dawn arrives."<br />"Life shall go on till you reach St Peter's hallows."<br />"To live life, thy shall love one self."<br />Dawn arrives, away does Lucifer turn from the light.<br /><br />Scars show amidst the glow in the face.<br />"Repentant should you be, for teaching sacrilegious ways."<br />"Why shun the sunshine, the only thing that is so pure."<br />"Love him more than thyself, Lucifer, and you shall see no fear."<br /><br />"Principle of Duality as you say my son."<br />" Where there is good, there shall be evil."<br />And then Lucifer is ready to fly , fly away into oblivion.<br />"Carry on my son , you who sees no fear.<br />Live life, life without any fear."DHI DEVILhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15084325913343660611noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26089402.post-39278141026952645772009-12-27T06:05:00.000-08:002009-12-27T06:16:33.170-08:00Fly away to the Strange<div>(Its been 8 months since my last blog, but it just happened that I wrote a few poems but just could not either conclude them or fill the spices in the , middle or just could not start. And suddenly today i just thought I would take the bits and pieces from each of those unfinished poems and try to sew them together to make this poem. PLEASE DO COMMENT , IT would be APPRECIATED) </div><div><br /></div><div>Strange is the path to love, </div><div>A path uncertain , obstacles on the way ,</div><div>Is it just about being ready to consummate ,</div><div>Or about being there every moment,</div><div>Every minute , every hour, every day.</div><div><br /></div><div>Its all a farce, a never ending mirage,</div><div>Looking into your eyes my darling, </div><div>Love is at best a distant second,</div><div>Lust is all I get to see.</div><div><br /></div><div>Strange is the path to such happiness,</div><div>Relationships to keep , Relationships to break,</div><div>Making a new path, new unforeseen way,</div><div>A Life changing instance it could be, </div><div>Or may even take a life away.</div><div><br /></div><div>A drop of creamy white is birth, </div><div>A drop of viscous black is death,</div><div>And then you have a sea of brine,</div><div>To outpour during work, sex and play.</div><div><br /></div><div>Strange is the path to such a life,</div><div>No directions to go by ,</div><div>No rules to go by, no absolute way,</div><div>Just trusting your instincts,</div><div>And living in your imaginary way.</div><div><br /></div><div>A choice is to be made, </div><div>Whether to be confined to boredom,</div><div>Or to the backwaters of ecstasy ,</div><div>Or better still a life which is obsolete ,</div><div>Of absolutely nothing </div><div><br /></div><div>Strange is the path to make money,</div><div>You need some to make some,</div><div>After all anything multiplied to zilch is zilch,</div><div>But then you may end up with a honeycomb,</div><div>Saving one penny at a time.</div><div><br /></div><div>Lighting a matchstick in a wildfire ,</div><div>Drinking a glass of water under the sea,</div><div>Using an air cylinder to sky dive ,</div><div>All you want is a speck of sand from the desert.</div><div><br /></div><div>I want to jive , I want to dive,</div><div>I want to try , try to fly </div><div>Fly away from love </div><div>Into calm and tranquility,</div><div>Fly away from happiness,</div><div>Into peace and serenity,</div><div>Fly away from life, </div><div>Into darkness and the unknown</div><div>Fly away from money,</div><div>Into satisfaction and harmony .</div><div><br /></div><div>Fly, fly away onto the horizon,</div><div>Fly fly away into oblivion </div><div>Fly, fly , Fly away to the Strange</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div>DHI DEVILhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15084325913343660611noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26089402.post-91232072676970690292009-04-06T08:01:00.000-07:002009-04-25T09:29:53.338-07:00Something . . . . . . . . . . .Something that life has taught me,<div>you can be as close to a person,</div><div>only as much the person wants you to be,</div><div>Fact of life , live with it or just die.</div><div><br /></div><div>Something that love has taught me,</div><div>relationships are meant to mend or to break,</div><div>Love an oddysey you want to live with,<br /></div><div>you need to try hard to live without.</div><div><br /></div><div>Something that friendship has taught me,</div><div>It takes just a remark to liven a day,</div><div>Remark good or bad,</div><div>One's misery is the other's happiness.</div><div><br /></div><div>Something that work has taught me,</div><div>The more harder you try,</div><div>Lesser are the chances of success,</div><div>Let things be, see the difference.</div><div><br /></div><div>Something that nature has taught me, </div><div>You are a reflection of something else,</div><div>The harder you try to be different,</div><div>The more the similarities become apparent.</div><div><br /></div><div>Something that music has taught me,</div><div>Every tune exists in the universe,</div><div>The quality depends on the composer,</div><div>It could be smash hit or a flop.<br /></div><div><br /></div><div>Something that emotions have taught me,</div><div>The more you emote, the more you are vulnerable,</div><div>Vulnerable you definitely will be,</div><div>Once the tears dry up, human you no longer will be.</div><div><br /></div><div>Something that intoxication has taught me,</div><div>The more you drink, </div><div>the more you speak, </div><div>more relationships you damage.</div><div><br /></div><div>Something that women have taught me ,</div><div>You love a woman and you need to unify the world,</div><div>But if she loves you with her heart and soul,</div><div>your life is done , you will die a happy man</div><div><br /></div><div>Something that money has taught me,</div><div>The more you crave for it,</div><div>The more you find your necessaties,</div><div>Contentment would negate all these,</div><div>But alas! you would then be a man with satiable desires</div><div><br /></div><div>Something that imperfections have taught me,</div><div>nature, work music and emotions,</div><div>virtually complete your life,</div><div>Intoxications woman money and love, </div><div>they just help you blur these imperfections.</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div>DHI DEVILhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15084325913343660611noreply@blogger.com2