I am different, I am what I am none the same.

All the tiny tots sit around the table,
Chitting and Chatting away to glory.


And there speeds away the hare,
Yippity Yippity Yap Yap,
Passes by the larvae,
"Oh poor you, feel so sorry for you,
How slow you are, how slow your world evolves".

"What is two and two? "
The tigress says Four.
The Rhino - Twenty two.
"Oh poor rhino, how creative, but its four"
"It shall take time, but you will come about".

"Look at me as I walk majestically,
show off my colorful peacock feathers,
Look at me as I dance in the rain"
"Oh dear me panther,
you of just one color,
Wish you were more than just a monochrome,
How does it feel to have just one color"

Do Re Mi Fa So La Ti, Ti La So Fa Mi Re Do,
Lets get jiggy with it Huh ! Huh !, jigs the nightingale,
Eh ! Mr Owl with eyes like bowls,
What do you ever do with those Binoculars ?
God Bless - Me has none of those

'Are you an insect or better still a fish' asks the beetle
Oh Mr Scorpion, with a tail so high,
But you can neither swim or fly ha ha ,
Oh if only your silence could tringgg !!!
You the meek scorpion would be King !!


With years gone by,
Summers, winters, autumns, and spring,
Paradise is besieged,
invaded by the hyenas and vultures.


And a lone butterfly brings color to the lost land,
As the Rhino fights on resisting the siege with all his might,
The panther leads the way, his color instilling fear,
The owl protects the herd in the nights with her vision,
The scorpion collects enemy information being transparent all night.

Slowly have you evolved,
ever so magnificently adding color to the world,
In time you have come about,
Come about to make sense,
Monochromatic you might  be,
but focus and you will be shown the light,
Muted you maybe,
but what you see is all that matters,
So what if I am different,
I am what I am none the same.

Far away

Sing, Sing, Sing, Sing your heart out,
Sing for happiness till the soul gives out,
Bonfire, laughter and music playing,
A Michael here, a Daler there, stepping up somwhere,
A feeling of far away , ah you know you are better,
Alone, you stand, high, above one and all.

Try Try Try, Try until you succeed,
Resilience, perseverence, dedication is all you need,
You look for solace somewhere in between,
All you get is pain, anger, and nothing that can supersede,
A feeling of far away , ah you know you are better,
Alone, you stand, high, above one and all.

Walk, walk, walk, walk till you come up to nowhere,
Walk the path, path you walked in despair,
A step here, a step there, a journey not so far,
A journey to the unknown, thats the truth beware,
A feeling of far away , ah you know you are better,
Alone, you stand, high, above one and all.

Chatter, chatter, chatter, chatter is all you hear,
A pack of wools, ready to pounce, to make you fear,
Its alright for now , but it all brings out a tear,
You look above and beyond, in search of a seer,
A feeling of far away , ah you know you are better,
Alone, you stand, high, above one and all.

Laugh, Laugh, laugh, laugh till its time for tears,
Laugh on the adversity, only to say its not over,never till its all over,
Free the sorrows from the cage, let laughter tear them to smithereens,
And then the sadism hits you , the feeling closer to the devil,
A feeling of far away , ah you know you are better,
Alone, you stand, high, above one and all.

Feel, Feel, Feel, Feel the fish call you out from the ocean,
Calling you to feel her, please her, carress her,
Love her more than she can hold out to,
Make her feel that that you love her more than anyone else can,
A feeling of far away , ah you know you are better,
Alone, you stand, high, above one and all.



Sing, Sing, Sing, Sing your heart out, 
Try Try Try, Try until you succeed,
Walk, walk, walk, walk till you come up to nowhere, 
Chatter, chatter, chatter, chatter is all you hear, 
Laugh, Laugh, laugh, laugh till its time for tears, 
Feel, Feel, Feel, Feel the fish call you out from the ocean,
A feeling of far away , ah you know you are better,
Alone, you stand, high, above one and all.

Free Me from the shackles of my Desires

Why let yourself go so far, so ahead of yourself

So far that you lose your way back.
Why didn't you hold back,

Back so that it did not hurt so bad.

Why did you not take a step back,

A step backward, back from the quagmire.

Why allow yourself to go tizzy on the top,

allow the brain to reach point no return.

Why run run directly into the fire,

All burnt, burnt to no recognition.

Why dive into the roaring waves,

Waves hurtling you every which way.

Why break break the spirit,

So much so that there are no tears left.

Why expose yourself to all that Sulphur,

Choke choke choke to death you will.

Why lose all the piece of mind,

when you know there shall not be any peace.

Why try when you know very well,

Know very well that you are to fail.

Why try to expect the unexpected,

when you know the unexpected will not happen.

Why give something to someone,

when there is no chance there for her to reciprocate.

Why do you hit against the wall,

You know the blood shall be on your hands.

Why do you call against the mountains,

the best you will ever get is an echo.

Why do you try to melt the stone,

Not all stones turn to gold.

Why do you have the desire to bleed,

knowing that blood shalt be spilt to no avail.

Why embark on a journey to the land unknown,

Unknown lurking with the fear of no return.

Why not take it all out, the body mind and the soul,

Cut me into pieces, throw em' to the dogs, leftovers to vultures.

Why wait for hours for an affirmation,

An affirmation far and remote, which shall never come.

Why wait for it to go away, free me the caged bird,

With amputated legs and hands, let me go away.

Oh so far, just hold back,

A step back, dont get tizzy on the top,

Peace of mind, a mind to be cleared,

Expect the unexpected, dont give anything away.

A land unknown, point of no return.

Take it all out the body mind spirit and the soul.

A wait for affirmation through all the negativity,

Free me, free the caged bird, amputated nonetheless,

Free me free the bird, free from the agony and pain,

And I am going away, far far away,

Free from the shackles of my desires

Mesmerise

Sit back, relax, enjoy,
One moment you are there,
The next moment, you think its all you,
But you are still living, still all alive.\

Drops of water hurtling down,
the smell of the soil,
Religious you are, your beliefs unyielding,
But you willl still be there, still alive.

Sitting off the rocks listening,
Listening to the chatters and cacaphony,
A smile here, a groan there, a yawn somwhere,
Here I stand, Here I am now
Wish I could see those pretty eyes now.
Wish I could see the smile out in a blue moon.

A little girl lurks there somewhere,
With her floppy haired teddys to fade away,
With flowers that wither away,
With a hope of sunlight to make her way.

And the gaze to the oblivion,
To some place far away,
You try to see through, try to find out.
Decipher the thoughts and her ways.

In nneed of a time capsule am I,
To travel faster than the thought,
to know what she wants,
to know what she feels.

Distances to be maintained,
cant be close, not now,
You need the time, seconds, minutes, hours,
Take your time darling now, the future is all mine.

Minutes of joy, sorrow, pain everlasting,
Capturing it to make it everlasting,
Memories to captivate, to enthrall, to mesmerise,
Memories created to be remembered on a later date.

The look into the future,
the photographs of the past,
And walking your way in the present.
Darling you keep me mesmerised.

And Falling in Love is hard on me

I am falling in love,
I am falling in love,
And its hard, hard on me.
Its like a brick that I am crashing into,
Bricks bringing in the tears,
Tears to crush me,
And I am falling here.

I dont know where I am going,
It is a feeling I want,
It is a feeling I need,
I am falling in love,
And its hard on me.

I do not know what I want,
I do not know what she she needs,
I do not know if she feels the same,
No she doesn't or does she,
But I know for sure,
the pain in my heart is crushing,
crushing like the bricks falling over me.

The feeling of love isn't it lovely,
the crushing of bricks is so painful,
the bricks on me are heavy,
Heavier are they crushing on me.
Its hard, harder on my aching heart,
Like Steve said, Falling in love is hard on the knees.

Not a word has she said,
Not a phrase she has uttered,
But all said and done,
Falling in love, its hard on me.

The silence is killing,
The silence is painful,
The silence is killing me,
Like an arrow to the heart,
And I am falling in love,
And its hard on me.

I am falling in love,
I do not know where I am,
I do not know what I want,
the feeling of love isn't it lovely,
Not a word has she said,
The silence is killing,
Falling in love, is hard on me. 

The Place

(If ever it works out, I will probably have something to show for it)

And you walk up the road, at crossroads you find yourself,
What am I to gain if I take this way, What am I to lose if I take that way,
Directionless you seem to be now but only if there was a place,
A place where each of your desire is fulfilled, without a drop of sweat in vain.

As you sit up all night, sipping away the tea to relieve the pain,
Like an ice knife, invisible and melting away into oblivion,
Wish you had a place to heal the wounds thoroughly,
A place where each of your desire is fulfilled, without a drop of sweat in vain.

And you stand there, all alone in summer winter and the rain,
Waiting for a hand to take you away, away into the sunshine,
Into the sunshine to play , to a place where there is no pain,
A place where each of your desire is fulfilled, without a drop of sweat in vain.

And you stand in front of the tunnel, to find the light at the end I dare say,
The Knight in shining armor to straddle you on his horse and take you away,
“ Come, come my dear to me without any fear, Lets go to a place,
A place where each of your desire is fulfilled, without a drop of sweat in vain.”

“ Come, come my dear to me without any fear, Lets go to a place,
Into the sunshine to play , to a place where there is no pain,
Trust me on this one  I am here to stay and take you away to that place
A place where each of your desire is fulfilled, without a drop of sweat in vain.”